Patience by Take That

Just have a little patience
I'm still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration
Any minute all the pain will stop
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight
Don't be too hard on my emotions

'Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing

Just try and have a little patience
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend

I'll try to be strong
Believe me I'm trying to move on
It's complicated but understand me

'Cause the scars run so deep
It's been hard but I have to believe

Someone tell me how please....

Forget, I'm not sure I could

They say time heals everything

But I'm still waiting

Fate

Fate can only take you so far, after that it's up to you.
You have to make it happen.

Yesterday

Kemarin melewati setengah hari di salon, memanjakan diri disana bersama teman2 ku.... i enjoy that.

After that, aku ke micro, disana ramai dengan teman2 yang lain But....

Ditengah keramaian itu entah mengapa aku merasa kesepian.

Ruang Rindu "Letto"

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Jalanku hampa dan ku sentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh.. di dalam hati
Ku pegang erat.. dan ku halangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

Tak pernah ku ragu dan slalu ku ingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada

Kau datang dan pergi.. oh begitu saja
Semua ku trima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu...

'Bout Relationship *Mars and Venus*

Lets talks 'bout relationship works.

Many guys got problems with commitment, rite? But the reasons behind are always different.

They (men) could say women are sooooo complicated, couldn’t be understood, queen of drama, confusing, and all that stuffs. Yes! We girls make you guys going crazy! But you guys make us even crazier~!

The simple thing about women is that we really love commitment and secure feelings. But men sometimes look for something superficial to overcome this gap. On the other hand, guys are so confusing. They play with their own thinking and mind and logic, or anything to step forward in a relationship. They need more time to be more mature. They must be handled with strategy (heart is no longer works).

Some people said : “being in a relationship is f*cking hard”. What makes it hard : is not about loving our partner. But the consequences of loving someone. Loving someone means you got a deep tolerate and compromise of many things you don’t like toward him/her. When it comes to word “L-O-V-E” , it means that you love him/her all the way. And it requires commitment.

I find small fact that in the process of loving someone, you have to be mature first. Tolerate, compromise, forget, forgive, anger and emotion management, support, affection and COMMITMENT absolutely need matureness!! You have to be whole person. You have to be true. You have to find yourself before you find your soulmate. You have to find the real you! When you already find the real you, you don’t say about “experience”, and “try out” in a relationship. Because you already know what you want, and of course what are you looking for in finding a partner. You’ll be ready for commitment.

In men’s thinking, there’s no grey area, either it’s black or white.

But in women’s thinking, there’s grey, black, white, and even pink! (loh?).

From men’s thinking : either you did or you didn’t.

From women’s thinking :consider the reasons of doing it, and the summary of all this complicated fights is I LOVE YOU! That’s simple.

[That's the most important thing that i have to hear from u now....]

White Calla Lily Flower

Pure

Simple

Elegant

[I Like it so much~!!]