Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Fun days

Picnic at Botanical garden,Syd with Chloe,Paula, Sarah and Erina We had so much fun.

Yesterday is boxing day (Heyyy shopping day!!)
I spend more than I earn. fuih...

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Stealth Cruise


Saturday night, I had so much fun with Angela, and Yoko on Stealth Cruise.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Upset

Ohlalala,
Whats going on with my blog??
all mess up! Arghhhhhhhhh!!!
tried many time, the templete still like sh*t!

Lov this song


No! No regrets,
No! I will have no regrets,
All the things...
That went wrong,
For at last I have learned to be strong...

No! No regrets,
No! I will have no regrets,
For the grief doesn't last...
It is gone,
I've forgotten the past...

And the memories I had,
I no longer desire,
Both the good and the bad...
I have flang in a fire,

And I feel in my heart,
That the seed has been sown,
It is something quite new...
It's like nothing I've known...

No! No regrets,
No! I will have no regrets,
All the things that went wrong...
For at last I have learned to be strong...

No! No regrets,
No! I will have no regrets,
For this seed that is new...
It's the love that is growing for you...

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Another lesson


A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.

What do you think were the four words?

The husband just said "I Love You Darling"

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. No
point in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think...!

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Doris Day - Bewitched



Lyrics | Doris Day - Bewitched lyrics

Monday, September 26, 2011

Golf-member

1st time to played Golf.
-difficult-

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Tadaimaaaaa

Japan, Im coming!
This time, I'm going to Hokkaido. Yippi^^

Monday, September 12, 2011

Chicken Basil


Oil, Garlic & Chilli
Chicken
Basil
Sweet soya sauce
Soya Sauce, Oyster sauce
Fish sauce
Chicken stock
a bit hot water

Fried Prawns


Goreng Udang, tiris
Bawang putih & cabe kering & a bit oil
Salt and chicken stock

Tom Yam Goong


Bawang merah + putih
Gelangga + Lemongrass
Salam Hio + Lime leave
mushroom
salt and sugar
Chilli paste in soy bean oil
Ground chilli in soya bean oil
Creamy Milk
Prawn
Milk creamy
Fish sauce & Lime

Friday, September 9, 2011

Damn!!!

Silly Japanese.
Why so hard to believe people.
I provided all letter and what now? still need some more?
I just going for HOLIDAY!!
Arghhh

-feeling angry and sad-

Monday, September 5, 2011

Typhoon in Japan 04/09

My wish...
Hope no more disaster in Japan.

Horrible flu

and finally end up with damn sick.
Last night was a nightmare

Saturday, September 3, 2011

New Record

I worked 15 hours non stop yesterday.
Fuihh....

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

I'm sick!!

They asked me, what will u do in future?

-Get married n hv a baby-

what u laughing for?

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Dinner at Starcity

Eka broken heart again...
Poor him!
U not lucky enough to get my brother be your Man!!

Madu dan Bubuk Kayu Manis

Untuk Kesehatan MADU DAN BUBUK KAYU MANIS

Ditemukan bahwa Madu dan Kayu manis mampu menyembuhkan banyak penyakit.
Madu juga mudah diperoleh karena diproduksi di banyak negara di dunia.
Ayur Weda dan kedokteran Yunani telah memakai madu sebagai obat yang
vital selama berabad-abad.

Para ilmuwan sekarang ini juga mengakui bahwa ia obat yang sangat
efektif bagi semua penyakit. Madu dapat dipakai tanpa efek samping
apapun untuk semua jenis penyakit.

Sains modern menyatakan bahwa walau madu manis, akan tetapi jika
dikonsumsi dengan takaran yang benar sebagai obat, ia juga tidak akan
menyakiti penderita diabetes. Sebuah majalah bernama Weekly World News
yang dipublikasikan di Canada pada tanggal 17 Januari 1995, memberikan
daftar berbagai penyakit yang dapat disembuhkan dengan Madu dan Kayu
Manis sesuai dengan riset para ilmuwan.

Nyeri/Pembengkakan Sendi (Arthritis):

Ambil satu bagian madu dan dua bagian air serta tambahkan sesendok teh
bubuk kayu manis, buat seperti pasta dan pijatlah bagian yang perih dari badan dengan perlahan. Atau penderita arthritis bisa juga mengkonsumsi setiap hari, pagi dan malam, secangkir air hangat dengan dua sendok madu serta satu sendok teh bubuk kayu manis. Jika diminum secara teratur bahkan arthritis yang parah pun bisa disembuhkan. Pada sebuah riset baru yang dilakukan oleh Copenhagen University, ditemukan bahwa pasien-pasien yang diobati dokter dengan campuran satu sendok madu dan setengah sendokteh bubuk kayu manis sebelum sarapan, setelah menjalani perwatan selama seminggu, dari 200 pasien, 73 orang di antaranya bebas dari rasa sakit dan setelah sebulan hampir semuanya bisa berjalan lagi tanpa nyeri.

Kerontokan Rambut:

Mereka yang menderita kerontokan rambut atau kebotakan, bisa menggunakan pasta terbuat dari campuran minyak zaitun (olive) panas, satu sendok teh madu, dan satu sendok teh bubuk kayu manis sebelum mandi dan membiarkannya di kulit kepala selama kira-kira 15 menit kemudian keramas. Bahkan ia juga cukup efektif jika hanya dibiarkan selama 5 menit.

Infeksi Kandung Kemih:

Ambil dua sendok teh bubuk kayu manis dan satu sendok teh madu ,
dicampurkan dengan segelas air hangat suam-suam kuku, dan minum. Ia bisa menghancurkan kuman-kuman penyakit pada kandung kemih.

Sakit Gigi :

Buatlah pasta dari satu sendok teh bubuk kayu manis dan lima sendok
makan madu kemudian lumurkan pada gigi yang sakit. Ini bisa dilakukan
3 kali sehari sampai nyeri gigi hilang.

Kolesterol :

Dua sendok teh madu dan tiga sedok teh bubuk kayu manis dicampur dalam
16 ons air teh, jika diberikan kepada penderita kolesterol, ia dapat
menurunkan tingkat kolesterol dalam darah hingga 10% dalam dua jam.
Seperti halnya pada pasien arthritis, jika obat ini dikonsumsi secara
teratur 3 kali sehari maka kolesterol kronis akan sembuh. Dalam jurnal
itu disebutkan pula bahwa madu murni yang dikonsumsi bersama makanan
setiap hari menyembuhkan keluhan kolesterol.

Demam :

Mereka yang menderita demam biasa ataupun tinggi hendaknya minum satu
sendok teh madu hangat suam-suam kuku dicampur sendok teh bubuk kayu
manis secara teratur selama tiga hari. Proses ini akan menyembuhkan
sebagian besar batuk kronis, demam, dan membersihkan sinus-sinus.

Flu :

Seorang ilmuwan Spanyol telah membuktikan bahwa madu mengandung bahan
alami yang mampu menyembuhkan pasien flu.

Ketidaksuburan :

Yunani dan Ayur Veda telah memakai madu selama bertahun-tahun dalam ilmu pengobatan untuk menguatkan air mani pria. Jika orang impotent
mengkonsumsi dua sendok teh madu sebelum tidur, problem mereka akan
tuntas. Di China, Jepang, dan Timur jauh, wanita yang tidak bisa
mengadung dan yang ingin menguatkan uterus telah menggunakan madu selama berabad-abad. Wanita yang tidak bisa hamil bisa mengkonsumsi sejumput bubuk kayu manis dicampur satu sendok teh madu dan membiarkannya di gusi sepanjang hari, sehingga pelan-pelan bercampur dengan ludah dan masuk ke badan dengan sendirinya. Sepasang suami istri dari Maryland Amerika, tidak memiliki anak selama 14 tahun dan telah kehilangan harapan untuk memiliki anak kandung sendiri. Setelah diterangkan tentang proses ini mereka mengkonsumsi madu dan kayu manis sesuai resep di atas, sang istri kemudian mengandung beberapa bulan kemudian dan melahirkan anak kembar pada bulan kehamilan terakhir.

Sulit Cerna :

Bubuk kayu manis yang ditebar pada dua sendok teh madu yang dikonsumsi
sebelum makan, menyembuhkan keasaman dan membantu pencernaan makanan
yang paling berat sekalipun

Gangguan Perut :

Madu yang diminum dengan bubuk kayu manis menyembuhkan sakit maag dan
melenyapkan radang perut hingga ke akarnya.

Gas :

Menurut studi di Jepang dan India, terbukti bahwa madu yang dikonsumsi
dengan bubuk kayu manis membuat perut bebas dari gangguan gas.

Sakit Jantung :

Pakailah madu dan campuran bubuk kayu manis untuk menggantikan selai dan sebagai teman roti dan makan teratur sebagai sarapan. Ini mengurangi kolesterol dalam arteri dan menyelamatkan pasien dari serangan jantung. Pemakaian yang teratur juga menyembuhkan nafas yang tersengal-sengal dan menguatkan detak jantung. Di Amerika dan Kanada berbagai klinik perawatan mengobati pasien dengan sukses dan menemukan bahwa arteri yang kehilangan fleksibilitas seiring pertambahan usia dan jadi kaku dapat diremajakan lagi

Kekebalan Tubuh :

Konsumsi madu dan bubuk kayu manis menguatkan daya tahan tubuh dan
melindungi badan dari bakteri dan serangan virus. Ilmuwan menemukan
bahwa madu mempunyai berbagai vitamin dan zat besi dalam kandungan yang
besar. Penggunaan madu secara konstan menguatkan sel darah putih untuk
melawan bakteri dan penyakit akibat virus.

Usia Tua :

"Teh" yang dibuat dari madu dan bubuk kayu manis, jika diminum secara
teratur bisa menghambat penuaan. Ambil 4 sendok madu, satu sendok
teh kayu manis dan 3 cangkir air lalu direbus untuk dibuat "teh". Minum
3 sampai 4 cangkir sehari.

Jerawat :

Buat pasta dari tiga sendok teh madu dan satu sedok teh bubuk kayu
manis. Gunakanlah pasta ini pada jerawat sebelum tidur dan cucilah
keesokan paginya dengan air hangat. Jika dilakukan dua kali seminggu, ia bisa menghilangkan jerawat hingga ke akarnya. Ia membuat kulit jadi
segar dan halus.

Infeksi Kulit :

Eksim, kurap dan segala jenis infeksi kulit bisa disembuhkan dengan
memakai campuran madu dan bubuk kayu manis dalam campuran takaran yang
sama pada bagian yang terinfeksi.

Penurunan Berat Badan :

Setiap pagi, sejam sebelum sarapan, dalam keadaan perut kosong dan pada
malam hari sebelum tidur, minumlah madu dan bubuk kayu manis yang
direbus dengan secangkir air. Jika diminum secara teratur ia dapat
mengurangi berat badan bahkan bagi mereka yang sangat kegemukan. Minum
campuran ini juga membuat lemak tidak dapat berakumulasi di badan
walaupun orang mungkin makanan tinggi kalori (catatan: tapi jangan
lantas makan yang tinggi kalori !)

Kanker :

Riset terbaru di Jepang dan Australia menunjukkan bahwa kanker perut dan tulang yang telah akut bisa disembuhkan dengan sukses. Pasien yang
menderita kanker ini harus minum satu sendok teh madu dan bubuk kayu
manis selama sebulan, 3 kali sehari

Keletihan :

Riset terakhir menunjukkan bahwa kandungan madu lebih bermanfaat dari
suplemen bagi kekuatan tubuh. Orang tua yang minum madu dan bubuk kayu
manis dalam perbandingan takaran yang sama (1 : 1) jadi lebih awas dan
lentur. Dr. Milton yang melakukan penelitian menyatakan setengah sendok
teh madu dalam segelas air dan dituangi bubuk kayu manis, yang diminum
pagi setelah gosok gigi dan sore hari sekitar pukul 3:00 ketika
vitalitas badan mulai menurun, meningkatkan vitalitas badan dalam
seminggu.

Bau Mulut yang Tak Sedap :

Orang Amerika Selatan, di dini hari berkumur dengan satu sendok madu dan satu sendok teh kayu manis yang dicampur dalam air hangat. Itu sebabnya nafas mereka segar sepanjang hari.

Pekak (gangguan telinga) :

Minum di pagi dan malam hari, madu dan bubuk kayu manis dengan
perbandingan yang setimbang (1:1) dapat memperbaiki pendengaran.

*Catatan :

Madu yang dimaksud adalah madu murni. pilihlah merek madu kemasan yang
sesuai atau konsultasikan madu mana yang asli kepada orang yang berpengalaman. Ada sebuah mitos yang salah tentang madu bahwa madu yang
tidak dicari semut adalah madu asli. ini kurang tepat, memang benar madu yang diolah secara tradisonal dan asli tidak dicari semut karena madunya masih tercampur dengan sarang lebah yang berlilin sehingga semut "ogah", tapi yang diolah secara modern tetap dicari semut karena lilinnya tak ikut tercampur.

ref : http://usooki.multiply.com/journal

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Concrete Cf

feeling guilty...
and the end, I same like them..greedy......

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Today's quote

Silent lips may avoid many problems,
But smiling lips may solve many problems,
So always have a smile on your face in the beautiful journey called "LIFE"
With Love ♥ which is eternal and without any boundaries.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows Part II


It was a great movie.

(@Event 3D with Pho)

Sunday, July 3, 2011

WTF#%$^*#

Again!!!
I can't stand anymore!!!
My flatmate malam2 bawa temen nya muntah di toilet kamar, Bawa temen Cowoq masuk lage.. Heyyyyyyyy This is Ladies RooM!!!!!!!
cuman dengerin org muntah, bikin gw mo muntah juga!!
Bawa tmn ceweq muntah aja gw uda mo marah, Inii ditambah cowoqnya masuk kamar.
Ck..ck...
Crazy!!!!!!!
Why at that time, ownernya ga bangunn??
Semalam juga sekitar jam 3an page.. telp2annnnn gara2 ada yg hang over juga.
Ohlalla what the Heck!!

1 month ago, temen ce nya masuk kamar mandi di toilet, without her!

Should I do the same thing?
And what do u feel?????

Aku ga inep gratis disini, Aku BAYAR!!!!

my feeling

I'm feel lonely n empty.
I dont know why, this few days I couldn't feel him.
We not talked much, everynight he always feel sleepy,go to bed early and maybe coz he consentrate watching DVD?
We different 2 hours. 10.30pm over there just 8.30pm.
dunnoooooo...
I need to keep positif thinking.

Friday, July 1, 2011

He's not INDONESIAN!!!

No one perfect. I know!! But sometimes I forgot it.
My mind so narrow, I was compared him with Indonesian.
Pleaseeeeee, You and He are different country and culture.
You have to accepted it!
REMEMBER!! He is not INDONESIAN!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!75#^@!@@&^$#@!@^&$@!
Why I have to getting stress like this?

Please come back!!

Something wrong with him since yesterday night, but I don't know why.
When I asked him, are u okey? u looks different. But he just refused to gv explanation and said He fine.
I'm Missing You...

$3 cappuccino

Today, I was asking my friend to buy cappuccino for me, at that time I was working.
What a surprised is, dia julurin tangannya minta duit. Niat aku, dia beliin dulu, smntr gw siapin duitnya.. Just only $3, kenapa harus bersikap not gentle bangett. Ohlalalala shocked. Mungkin krn hidup di Syd, jadi perhitungan banget yaa..Padahal Cowoq loghh!!

Friday, June 24, 2011

Time Goes By



Kitto kitto daremo ga
Nanika tarinai mono wo
Muri ni kitai shisugite
Hito wo kizu tsukete iru

Wow wow wow...

Aeba kenka shiteta ne
Nagaku isugita no kana
Iji wo hareba naosara
Sukima hirogaru bakari

Kiss wo shitari dakiaattari
Tabun sore de yokatta
Atarimae no ai shikata mo
Zutto wasurete ita ne

Shinjiaeru yorokobi mo
Kizutsukeau kanashimi mo
Itsuka ari no mama ni
Ai seru you ni
Time goes by...

Tsugou warui toki ni wa
Itsumo iiwake shiteta
Sou ne sonna tokoro wa
Futari yoku nite ita ne

Yasuragi toka shinjitsu toka
Itsumo motometeta kedo
Kotoba no you ni kantan ni wa
Umaku tsutaerarezu ni

Mou ichido omoidashite
Anna ni mo ai shita koto
"Arigatou" ga ieru
Toki ga kuru made
Say goodbye...

Nokosareta kizuato ga
Kieta shunnkan
Hontou no yasashisa no
Imi ga wakaru yo kitto

Sugita hi ni se wo mukezu ni
Yukkuri toki wo kannjite
Itsuka mata waratte
Aeru to ii ne
Time goes by...

Wow wow wow...
=====================================
Surely, surely everyone has
Things that aren’t enough
But if we hold out too much hope
We hurt people

Wow wow wow...

We fought whenever we met, didn’t we?
Did we stay together too long?
Neither of us would give in
And so the gap between us kept growing

Kissing and holding each other
That was probably all we needed
We’d forgotten all the basics
Of loving someone

The joy of believing in each other
And the pain of hurting each other
I hope someday
We can love each other as we are
Time goes by...

We always made excuses
When something didn’t suit us
Yeah, that’s something
We had in common

We always longed
For comfort and honesty
But we couldn't
Put it into words easily

Remember one more time
How we loved each other back then
Until the time comes
When we can say thank you
Say goodbye...

In the instant
That the scars that remain disappear
I'll surely know the meaning
Of true tenderness

Unable to turn our backs on the days that had passed
We felt time go by slowly
I hope someday
We can meet again with a smile
Time goes by...

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Human Resources Course

Today, I have orientation at my school (fuih...not a new one).
I was upset oz, they said my name wasn't in the collage yet.
I tried many time to called my agency and he the person who in charge are so lame.. (Im regret that I choose them be my agent, at that time I wish I could change it!!)

Word for today

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Hair cut

My 1st short hair.
Dont know the feeling yet, is that suitable for me or not?
Look so different.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Happy Anniversary

Yesterday was my third anniversary day.
We planed to celebrate it in Hong Kong.
Looking forward for that day.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Fragile


Itsumo sou tanjun de kudaranai koto ga kikkake de
Kizu tsukete shimau yo ne togireteku kaiwa munashii yo

Kotoba ga bukiyou sugite jama bakari suru
Suki na noni tsutawaranai konna omoi setsunaku

"Itoshii" da nante iinarete nai kedo
Ima nara ieru yo kimi no tame ni
Tonari de waratte ite kureru no naraba
Kore ijou hoka ni nani mo iranai yo
Deaeta koto kara subete wa hajimatta
Kizutsukeau hi mo aru keredomo
"Issho ni itai" to sou omoeru koto ga
Mada shiranai ashita e to tsunagatte yuku yo

Seiippai senobashite heizen wo yosootte ita kedo
Yoyuu nado nai kuse ni mata egao tsukutte shimatta

Aenai yoru wa kimatte sabishisa osou
Suki dakara fuan ni naru konna omoi kanashikute

"Mamotte ageru" to ano toki itta koto
Tamerau kimochi mo uso ja nai yo
Soredemo shinjite yukou to suru omoi
Kowarete shimawanu you ni dakishimete itai

Konna ni konna ni kimi wo suki ni natte
Hontou ni hontou ni ureshii kara
Tatoeba kono saki kujikete shimattemo
Nigirishimeta sono te wo mou hanasanai
Deaeta koto kara subete wa hajimatta
Kizutsukeau hi mo aru keredomo
"Issho ni itai" to sou omoeru koto ga
Mada shiranai ashita e to tsunagatte yuku yo

==========================================
Words are too clumsy, they just get in the way
It hurts that can’t tell you how much I love you

I’m not used to saying “I love you”
But I can say it now, for you
As long as you’re there by my side, smiling
I don’t need anything else
Everything began when I met you
There are days when we hurt each other
But that “I want to be with you” feeling
Connects us to the future we still can’t see

I did everything I could to restore peace
I couldn’t manage a smile but I faked one anyway

Every night I can’t see you, I’m attacked by loneliness
Because I love you, it makes me nervous, it’s a sad love

When I said “I’ll look after you” that time
I said it without hesitation, without lying
But I want to hang onto this love I’ve chosen to believe in
So that it doesn’t fall apart

I’m truly, truly happy
To love you so, so much
Even if, for example, we give up at some point later
I’m never going to let you of your hand
Everything began when I met you
There are days when we hurt each other
But that “I want to be with you” feeling
Connects us to the future we still can’t see

Friday, April 22, 2011

Paradise Kiss

When I woke up tonight, I said I'm gonna make somebody love me
And I know, that it's You!



"Yukari is a typical high-school student who listens to her parents and attends school everyday. As she starts to question her way of life, she encounters a group of fashion design students who have a clothing label known as "Paradise Kiss". The group needs to find a model to showcase their designs in an up-coming fashion show and decides to pick Yukari. Initially, Yukari is reluctant to be associated with this seemingly eccentric group, but eventually she realises they are really nice people. Furthermore, their passion and enthusiasm to follow their ideals and dreams make Yukari realise that she has not been enjoying her life and thus motivates her to pursue her own dreams. The story follows Yukari as she gets involved in the group and eventually falls in love with the leader, George."

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Holiday

Macao and Hong Kong on 20-29 May 2011
Miss my fiance so muuuuuchhh^^

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Miffie's Breaky

Ingredients: Tomato, Alpocado, Egg, White Wine, Celedri Mushroom, Milk, Butter
Step 1 Mushroom in pan (no oil) , add a bit oil after mushroom a bit ready and add celedri, pepper,salt,white wine and a bit sugar.
Step 2 Tomato in pan (a bit oil) for couple minute and add pepper.
Step 3 Mixed egg with milk, pepper and salt, put on pan for couple minute. (Nice with butter)
Step 4 Smash Alpocado, add lemon and pepper

Monday, April 4, 2011

Supper time.. (forgot about Diet)
Eat alot in this time!!
Ohlalala

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Shoe's

Yesterday night,
It was my 1st time wear different black shoe and both of them left side during work.
No one noticed that^^

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Another website about Japan

Earthquake, tsunami and radiation... now the snow takes turn.

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2011/03/japan_continuing_crisis.html

Why my heart beating so fast?

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Japan Map







Seize your Dreams!!!

Couldn't sleep eventhough i'm so tired now. Hopefuly glass of hot chocolate could make me more relax tonight.
Today I had a conversation with him and my mom.
I didnt go to school and work :P
And both of us agree that I have to postpone and replanning anything.
I cried alot until I felt no more tear left now. (sounds over huh!!) but that's true!!

Thanks to my friend Miffie-san whose company me to had dinner (no lunch today) and be a good listener. It's mean alot, Love you Miffie-san.

I have to keep positif thinking and keep supporting him. If I'm down now who else could support him? (He the person who suppose to be down Not ME!!)
Life's only once time and time passes so fast.
We should live life to the fullest everyday coz we dont know when our life ends.
Enjoy every opportunity that we are alive, reach our dream and life without depression and regrets.

Now, I am looking at myself and said "How I am sorry for the life that I have spent unpurposelly?" Remembering how much time I have used for just worrying and without doing anything... I have dreams in my life, I dont wanna wait..I want trying hard to reach it an
d I wont sorry for not trying it....

Rita-san GANBATTEEEE!!!!

Fukushima - Kashima 160km

Tadi pagi Imigrasi Japan nelp, menanyakan ttg Visa ku.
Apa bener2 serius pulang lagi ke Syd or menetap di Japan.
Konsulat menelepon sampai 2x dgn pertanyaan yg menurutku sangat2 tidak percaya dgn dokumen yg kuberikan dan mengapa mereka Anti sekali dengan warga luar terutama INA?
Mereka juga menanyakan ttg keluarga tunangan ku disana, tapi dgn nada dr pertanyaan mereka hanya utk memastikan apakah mereka akan keluarin Visa atau tidak, bukan krn khawatir or turut berduka.

Saat ini, aku tidak peduli lagi, keluar tidak nya Visa ku.
2 bulan lagi, apakah Japan sudah pulih kembali? apakah plant nuclear really fine?
Mama khawatir sekali, serta menganjurkan aku utk postpone ke Japan.
Disaat Japan skrg di unjuk tanduk,dgn rasa takut akan meledaknya nuklir.
And also, aku tdk mau jadi beban org di Japan,pernikahan dgn sikon yg sedih dan bahaya.
Semua yg aku rencanakan bataL. Papa mama jg cancel ke Oz dikarenakan permohonan visa yg berbelit2.

Dia dan sekeluarga sedang packing persiapan utk evacuate jikalau ada nuklier yg meledak lagi.Lokasi Fukushima dimana ada plan nuclear dan Ibaraki Khasima cuman 160km. Sementara kota2 dgn jarak 30km dari Fukushima already evacuted.

Tuhan, beri kekuatan kepada Japan dan org2 yg ditinggalkan.
semoga mereka kuat menghadapi musibah ini, dan bagi puluhan ribu org yg meninggal rest in peace.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Pray to Japan

Im so sad..
speechless...
Every time I saw news about Japan, my tear started to drop.
Japan already became part of my family.
2 months later I will move to Japan, my Japanese life will begin on 24 of May.
And now, suddenly had horrible tsunami and eartquake in Japan 11 of March 2011 (its was Mama-san Bday)
And not only that, Now Japan have to battles with nuclear crisis.(twice explosion)
Oh God, when will finish?

This afternoon, I had a small conversation with him.
He said that, if the nuclear explosion very badly, please dont come to Japan.
U know what I mean right?
and I speechless...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

tsunami in Japan 11/03/2011

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2011/03/japan_earthquake_aftermath.html

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Marriage

Wife: "What are you doing?"
Husband: "Nothing"
Wife: "Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour".
Husband: "I was looking for the expiration date".
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Wife: "Do you want dinner?"
Husband: "Sure! What are my choices?"
Wife: "Yes and No".
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Wife: "You always carry my photo in your wallet. Why?"
Husband: "When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears".
Wife: "You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?"
Husband: "Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?"
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Stress Reliever Girl: "When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden."
Boy: "It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles."
Girl: "Well, that's because we aren't married yet."
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Son: "Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady."
Mom: "Well, you have done the right thing."
Son: "But Mom, I was sitting on daddy's lap."
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A newly married man asked his wife," Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?"
"Honey," the woman replied sweetly,"I'd have married you, NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!"
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Father to son after exam: "Let me see your report card."
Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents."
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Girl to her boyfriend: "One kiss and I'll be yours forever."
The guy replies: "Thanks for the early warning."
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A wife asked her husband: "What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?"
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: "I like your sense of humor."

What Oprah said about MAN

HEAR WHAT OPRAH HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything.
He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior.
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals.
Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

Intersting articel, really struck my attention and I have to admit that I could not agree more to what it is about.

Nb : Sisca's web

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Different Culture

tadi ketemu dengan Antonia,Glenda, Kamal and Nicolle.
Hampir 3 bulan tidak ketemuan dengan mereka.
Antonia married with Indian guy, yg menurut saya mereka terlalu cepat mengambil keputusan utk menikah.Anyway ini urusan mereka mo merit cepat or not.. but only few month pacaran.
N saya menanyakan bagaimana dengan life's nya after married. Dan dia menjawab, semua nya itu indah...memulai kehidupan baru lembaran baru dan mereka memutuskan utk tinggal di Syd.
Berbeda dengan Saya yg harus pindah ke Jepang.
Ternyata cerita cerita dia harus ada ritual tiap pagi sembayang ini itu dan prepared for pray that anything should be in the right way and rules menurut adat India. But dia tidak complained soal itu.Dan mengenai saat dia visited India, some of family member berkata kasar kepadanya "u are not welcome into this family". But she said, she was pretend to be nice and good.
Dan saat itu saya tersadar, Oh..selama ini kupikir saya yg menderita,ternyata ada yg lebih menderita ketimbang saya.. and I realized How good and kind my fiancee.
At least, dia tidak pernah minta saya ritual ini itu sembayang ini itu, and all his family so welcome and sayang sama saya. Saya sangat sangat sangat beruntung sekali.

Watashi no konyakusya, aishiteru yo..

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

"Unbelievable" by Emi Fujita

In a sleepless night
In the puring rain
Just the feel of you makes me breathless
Let thw world away into the stars

When I taste your lips
You unfold my heart
Just to feel your breath undisquised me
Here I am in your arms, so unbelievable

I can walk a million miles
Do my time if love's a crime
Jump up high and grab the moon for you
Might sound crazy, that's what I'm about you

I believe in love
I believe in dreams
I believe in the kiss of life
When a heart with broken wings
Flies away and touches the sky
I believe us
Through the season's change
In the moments made of tears
I will breathe for you each day
You're unbelievable

When the nights are long
And the smiles are gone
'n you feel your heart's out in nowhere
Don't let go, try to see deeply within

With the memories
And the photograhs
And the promises of tomorrow
We'll survice, you and I, it's unbelievable

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Engagement

I'm engaged at Aston hotel in Bali (17 January)


Psstt.. romantic candle light dinner :) Love my ring ^^

Friday, January 7, 2011

Bali im cominggg!!

1 week to go to Indoooo :)

thanks God, my mom n dad is fine.
Love you!!