SantaClous

Suddenly...

I remembered about My SantaClaus 4 years ago....

If I'm not wrong it was 25 Dec 2004

24 Dec in middle of the Chrismast nite at Ochard road Spore, I lose my bracelet.

"Oh Damn It~!! I lose my 1st present from him. How can I find it.. thousand of people in Orchard road now~!"

25 Dec 10 o'clock in the morning, I received the same bracelet which i lose it last nite.. but this is a NEW one~!! My Santaclous gave me a same present, not only things but My Santa gave me happiness. I felt that happiness, not because of the present, but b'coz of My Santa HEART.

Today,

All memories about 4 years ago.. I started to remember again, Santa gave me a thing which I liked so much. When i was walking in the rain using that thing, i feel that my heart a little bit warm...I feel that it's seem like 4 years ago "Hey...Santa is comes back, Santa comes Backk!!"

But I realized, its totally different. Different situation, different feeling, no happiness , no that HEART like i felt long time ago. A little bit feel sad.....

Fuih.......

I dont wanna think about this, make me feel sad.

Im promise to myself... I will find my new happiness.. my new life....