Questioning

What is the meaning of love, when "love" itself can't be described?
What about the commitment, when the "commitment" itself never exists?
What about True Love, when i never believe in tat part?
What about the begining when there's no end?
What about the future when i always lived in my past?
What tryin to smile for when you can't hide your tears anymore?
What is faithful when you do all the nasty things without any respect even to yourself?
What to make your appearance looked good for when people can't see the good things in you?