Saturday, March 28, 2009

Hang Over


I had never been drunk before.

It’s not cool getting drunk, I feel awful.

I wont be happen again.

I promise.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Sleepy

Im feel sleepy, I wanna sleep... but why my eyes can't closed.
I hope one glass of Sauvignon Blanc might be helpful.

-thingking of you-

Friday, March 20, 2009

My wish

Already ten days, but its still not recovery yet.
Pain...
Stressful...
Uncomfortable...
I think have been 1 week I couldn't smile.
I dont wanna people's know what going happen with me. I dont need sympathy.
All I need is Get Well Soon.
Thats all.
-Aspirin its helpful to less pain.-

Thursday, March 19, 2009

WHAT A xxx LIFE...!!!!

I didn't ever expect something like that to happen to me.
I'm usually very active and healthy so I didn't have a clue what was wrong with me.
At first,I didn't think about going to the doctor or taking any medicines because I simply thought I needed couple of day for recovery.
But, I was getting more and more annoyed, so painful.
17/03/09,I decided to see doctor and docter said that I should come back 2 days later for the diagnostic result. You know that, Waiting for my test result was stressful. I asked the docter for give me a medicine 1st, because i was feel so painful, but the docter said She could't, she need the laboratory result to make sure what kind of medicine i should take.
Oh my God,I'm was so depresion, how can I wait until 2 days?
Questions filled in my head what about if i am ...? What will I do? How do i tell my lovely parents and sisters? And I started seacrh from web to get more information.
(Now I know what people's feeling when they waiting for the result it's always the most scary thing to do - to find out that something just might be wrong with you.)

18/03/09,I received one email for docter about the result, docter need to see me.
Ohlallala I was freaking out. So fast. Something bad result? Huaaaaaaaaa
5.20pm I'm was in front of my docter, and She said I'm .......... Its not scary illness and very comman illness, but unfortunely its so painful and so uncomfortable.
(Yess,it is). I need take medicine twice a day, and the medicine it's quite expensive.
I hope I will get well soon. And this illness never come back again to me.
Its enough i spend my day with pain,cry and depresion. I dont wanna more.
WHEN MY ILLNESS WILL BE GONE??????????????
Arrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Gay and Lesbian Mardi Gras Syd 2009







Congratulations to everyone celebrating Sydney Mardi Gras!