My Decision

I went to bed about midnite, but I could not sleep.
Mgkn otak kita akan selalu bekerja keras menjawab pertanyaan kita. Sampai saat ini gw masih belum mendapatkan jawabannya.
This time was confusing for me, what's love for what?
But tonite I decided to let it go.. Cukup utk malam ini, gw mengenang n menangis buat loe.
Gw capek, mao bobo... aaagggghhh tetapi kenapa otak gw ini masih berjalan. >.<

[My love for you so honest, faithfull n exclusive. Let me love you with my own way]

Never...

I'd like to runaway from you, [and] if you never found me [its OK].
I'd like to break the chains you put around me, [and I know I will do that]

You stay away and all I do is wonder why the hell I wait for you
But when did common sense prevail for lovers when we knew it never will

You never treat me like you should, so what's the good of loving as I do
Alhough you always laugh at love, nothing else would be good enough for you

[It possible] to live with you, [and] I know I could [...] live without you
For whatever you do, I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone [like] you

You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me live
You make me die, for you

You make me sing,
You make me sad,
You make me glad,
You make me mad, for you

I love you, hate you, love you, hate you......
-Shirley bessey-

Do You Know Where You're Going To?

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies that filled our minds
You knew how I loved you, but my spirit was free
Laughin' at the questions that you once asked of me.

Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to? Do you know?

Now looking back at all we've had
We let so many dreams just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long before we met
How sad the answers to those questions can be?

Do You Know Where You're Going To???
-Theme from Mahogany-

I Need Commitmet and Secure Feelings

Cinta...
Tanpa sebuah komitmen,ketidakpastian dan masa depan...
Kita sama2 enjoy, having fun..but not enough hanya dgn enjoy n fun saja.
Tidak perlu sedih, tidak perlu merasa sepi,Tidak akan ada yang rusak,
Krena dari awal pun hubungan itu tidak pernah ada...
"Ini hanya hubungan tanpa komitmen,Bi capek menjalaninya"

Temen Es De ^^

Si Hendra, tmn SD gw, kirim email ke FS. (Tmn SD Mannnn Es De~!!)

Kageetttttt, ternyata tmn SD masih bisa kenel n inget ama gw.

Hahaha ternyata muka gw ga berubah dari zaman SD ampe skrg donk..

Wakaka, pass gw tanyain dia blg, Muka loe masih sama segh. Hahaha

Gileee... Tapi ebad jg ingetann gw ini..hihihi ms bs inget dia jg. wakakka setidaknya ga malu2in dia seghh.. krn gw masi bs kenalin dia. :P

But senenggggg seghh, ternyata FS itu bisa pertemukan tmn2 lama kita yg JaduL. hihihihi

18 Nov 2007

From Monsiuer Dragon.

Comment allez-vous~?

Je m'ennuies de toi

T'me manques beaucoup

Damn...

Am really miss him tonite...

...........
...............
I don't wanna think about it.
I don't even care.
What a hell.... I just don't care anymore!!!!!!
.........
...........

It just happen that way

Good Bye my Monsiuer Dragon.

Mulai detik ini, tdk ada yg temenin seperti biasanya..
Tidak akan mendengar panggilan sayang (piggy) lagi...
Tidak ada meneleponn pada waktu tidur...
Tidak ada yg menemani dan bercerita lagi....

Sorrow is hurt but its also the process of healing.
Yes.. I know tat.
I can do it... I can do it by myself.
I just put my self as easy as I can.
I am a big girl now.....
and big girl DON'T CRY!

I'm Got PMS~!!! BEWARE~!!!!!

Blogggggggg Hu hu Hu

Gw lagi PMS negh, jd sembarangan mikir..too sensitif.

Gw sayank ama dia.. but sometimes i realize hub kita itu Aneh.Dan gw mulai berpikiran yg enggak2...

Huaaaaaaaa hu hu hu kepada sapa gw mesti ngadu n cerita.

Am really confuse right now..

Please God.. tell me howw............

Berenang

Hi Blog,
hari ini pigi Gym bareng ama Susi..Kita berenang aja segh, n jaccuzi bareng.
Biz itu kita ada cerita2 seputar kita na.. ya bahas co msg2. hihihi
Ternyata masing2 mempunyaii kehidupan n kesusahan tersendiri.
Yg kita keluhin, belon tentu bagi org laen itu suatu yg susah or patut dikeluhkan.
Tapii yaa.... gw tetap binggung ama relationship yg gw jalankan skrg ini.
Dan dunno gw mesti cerita ke sapa..
Can you Keep my Sercet????

Song of the day

Nothing In This World

Da-da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da

So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by
“Here’s what I like”
And you were with somebody else but you can’t deny
That’s me in your eye

Do you know
What it’s like
When it’s wrong
But it feels so right?

[Chorus]
Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I’m gonna make you feel alright tonight.

Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

Baby, you and I, we got what will never be
You know I’m right
So tell me what you’re waiting for when you’re here with me?
Most guys would die

You should know
What it’s like
When it hurts
‘Cause it feels so right

[Repeat Chorus]

I gotta tell you somethin’
It’s somethin’ that you just might like
No, it’s not the same thing
Yeah, you’ll learn I’m not too shy
You and I, we can do this thing tonight

BAH BAH BAHHHH~!!!!

Ada org ReseH di kntr...'ga mo dengerin apa perkataan gw.

Gw minta dia ngelakukin sesuatu, dia malah blablablabla ga mo ngelakuin. (2x dlm ari ini) Reseh Dee~!!!

Skrg sapa segh yg Atasan di kntr ini? Kalo ampe batas kesabaran gw abiz, gw ga bakalan segan2 lg.. meski dia itu dah gaek I dont care so much lagi la. Masi banyak org laen yg mo kerja.

Wakil Boss jg anehhh.. gw bilang ama dia, printer kita rusak. Itu memang pinjaman dari Pusat. Eh dia malah suruh gw claim ke Pusat???

Ga salaahhh?? Wong yg make sapa? yg ngerusakin sapa?? Emang kita dikenakan ongkos sewa Apa????Warrantyy??????

Seuenak jiDaT nya aja mo minta gw omongin ke Jkt.

Gimanaa ngomonginnya cobaa??????? HUH~!!

"Dreams will determine what you want in life..... Actions will determine what you get in life" because "Great minds must be ready not only to take opportunities, but to make them".