Bonjour Mademoiselle Piggy

Hi My Blog... kangennn juga negh dah lama ga curhat2 disini.. hihihi ^^
Kmrn weekend, berlalu dengan cepat..
Sabtu bday nya ponakan tersayank gw b'day *Fernando Hose" , so kitanya ngumpul2 ampe sore.
Malam nya pigi hang out dee ama tmn2 tersayank
"Four cute gals" pigi nonton Nagabonar jadi 2.
bagus juga tuch pilem.. padahal kita nya jarang bangett ntn pilem Indo.. ampe pertama masukk dengerin kok pemainnya ngomong Indo, serasa janggal deeechh..... but lama2 kebiasa juga..
Ehemm... *cintailahh produk n negara sendiri* ho ho ho
Oh yach, ari sabtu pagi Monsiuer Dragon lg ke China..
Minggu nya, gw jg sibuk seharian start dari jam 10 ampe 10 malam baru ampe rumah.
Page nya gw pigi perbaiki jam ke ruma nya si Ed. Ga disangka nyokap nya bla Bla bla soal anaknyaaa ho ho ho
Then kita nya sibuk2 urus kartu undangan utk grand opening nya Willy... muter2 ke gramed ampe ska.
Nana n Mimi ajak hang out, but jadwal gw dah penuhh seghhh... so ga bisa ikutann decghh
Pokoke ga terasa deecghh weekend x ini...
Happyy neghh ^__^ (====> Teringet someone katanya itu muka manyunn not smile!~!!~~!!!)

Today is Monday, i am feel happy and fresh in my mind..
Ada bagusnya juga ya sering dapat liburannn ho ho ho
Doain cepattt weekend lage achhhh...

Mwachhh

Feel Fine..

Hi My Blog..
2 hari ini gw ngerasa ga fresh decghh..
mata sembab2.. kebanyakan bo2 apa krg bo2 yach? hihihi
Wat srong with me leeeeee?????????
exhausted?? Not Happy??
Perasaan gw Ok Ok aja tuch^^ hehehe

YOU ARE WHAT YOU THINK

Thanks alot Ms.Agatha..all you said to me today ,thats its true.. i will always remember it.
You make me feel and realised how to make beautiful life...

I Love Lord..
I Love Myself..
I Love Mylife..
I Love My family..
I Love My friends..
I Love Everybody..

How to make you happy???
*Love your self, Keep smiling *_* and positif thinking *

"If you see me walking the road with someone else,

It's not because i like his company,

It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me."

Wat the Hell are u talking about?????

i am scared to lose you...i am scared if you walk away from me
i am sacred and feel sad every time if we had argument..
i don't wish to have argument...lots of misunderstandings in between us..
lots of it..
if am a really a bastard to you i know what to do..If i am stupid and deserving all these from you...I'll take it
maybe you want me to leave you after all...ok..i'll do it.. i hope you can find your happiness...
i don't want to hear the 3rd times from you...i rather back off now
i am coward!! i am just a coward!!!!
so better leave me....i rather be alone and shun away from outside...i want to live in my own world
i don't want to care for others anymore.
i don't want to think anymore, whatever...will be..will be..
since no one is understanding me i don't want to bring burden to everyone's life including bb's
I don't wish to fight anymore...just treat it as..I am a coward!!!


Arrrrrrgggggghhhhhhh.......

Hujan...

Sore2 gini hujan, saat waktu gw mo pulang dr kntr.

Aku suka sama hujan...rasanya membuat tenang, hati damai.. but ujan yg ga ada petir2nya.. kl ada petirnya mah serreeeemmm.

Hujan...

Saat hujan di sore ini, gw salah paham dengan u nya lagi...

Sedi...Marah.... Kecewaaa.... bercampur menjadi satu.

U dengan enteng bilang sesuatu.. yg bener2 mnrt gw dah dipikirin belon segh sebelum diomongin??? That the biggest nose sense i ever heard from you.........

Olalla.. kok gw jade pengen nangis.... (Stop it... i don wanna cry anymore for you)

Uda lama gw menahan diri utk coba tdk meluapkan atao ga melupakan kemarahan yg ada ke u.

Semuanya gw pendam..pendam.. and pendam.. and sampe akhirnya gw ajak untk akhiri hub kita.. dan u pun men-iya-kan nya tanpa menanyakan apapun itu ke gw... n gw.. ampe saat itu masi tetap sayank u.. gw kangen ama u... yg selalu menemani hari2 gw... mencoba n mencoba utk mengerti ke AROGANan yg ada dari u........ dan akhirnya gw balik lagi sama u..

But today...

Gw ga tahannnnnnnnn ga tahann utk meluapkann segala emosi gw....... but yg gw sesal kan.. gw cuman bisa meluapkan nya disini... di blog ini...........

Kenapa hanya dengan dia gw ga bisa langsung mengutarakan perasaan gw??? Why???

You're very excite person in the beggining, but at last only such borring Mann~!!!!

Pleaseee grow up with your age... Sadar umurr donkkk... sadarr..........

Ga seharusnya gw mesti mengalah n mengalah terus buat kamoe~!!

- Ingin dihormati tapi tidak menghormati... Ingin diperlakukan lembut tetapii seringkali memperlakukan bb dengan dengan kalimat yg kasar dan menyakitkan.

- Ingin selalu tao apa yg terjadi dalam diri gw, tetapi selaluu tertutupp utk segala hall yg ada ttg dirimoe sndr.So... Ampe detik iniiiiii, u sndr masih tetap tidak bisa curhat n memperlihatkan isi hati kamoe ama gw?? So apaaaaaaaaa gunanya gw ini??

-Marah apabila dikritik hal2 burukk yg adaaa ttg dirinya.

- Org dewasa yg kekanak2an

Well, i dont want to think about that anymore..

I dont want to think about him

and
Dont want to be with him anymore

just finish,

enough,

and all memories i hope will be vanish as soon as possible.....

Feel so hungry

Lapeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
Tapi binggung mo mam apa.. duhh parah ga segh gw nya??
Dah tao ga bisa telat mamam, tapi jam seginiii belonn jg beli mam..

Helloooo..
Finally selesai juga gw buat blog ini. hieheie
By the way binggung juga segh mo nulis2 apa aja disini... soalnya gw bukan tipe org yg terbuka segh..
Moga2 dengan adanya blog ini, gw bisa jadi lebih sedikit terbuka, setidaknya belajar mengutarakan sesuatu meskipun melewati tulisan..Amin2 decgh...^^

Pengen segh kutak katik blog ini, cuman skrg lg ga ada waktu.. (maklum ini jam kantor),biar lebih kerenan dikit..mo nambahin lagu...mo nambahin apa aja dee biar keliatan bagus n gw jadi rajin update nya. Tapi kok kesannya agak childish gitu yach blog nya? hihihi cuek aja dee...

First blog...

Finally, gw punya blog sendiriii (sambil nari Hula-hula dee)

Ga sia2 gw korbanin lunch time gw utk buat Blog ini... duuhh happyy de^^

Padahal hari ini, gw lagi bad mood... di kantor cuman duduk manyun,melonggo, liatin friendster,males mo gapa2en... bahkan ampe berantem ama my dragon. Ugchh~!

Untung hari ini Sabtu, kantor cuman ampe 1/2 ari.. di kntr dah ga ada sapa2 lage...

Keinget lagu lama. *sunyi sepi sendirii....... lalala lalala* hu hu hu sound so sad.

But today, I can't pretend that everything is OK. Everything is suck~!!!!

I am not Ok right now.

I am Exhausted......